| Jan. 14th, 2005 @ 05:18 pm what the................. |
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yesterday i took my youngest son to the doctor for an evaluation for ADD and to see if he has any other treatable behavioral problems. i got the biggest packet of paper work to fill out i have ever seen. and for his taecher too. i woman observed him being keagan as he usually is, she thinks he has the mantality of a child with moderate ADD and hyperactvity. they are going to do more tests next Tuesday. the boys both had half days today at school, also they had a one hour delay. it is freezing outside the high today was only about 20 degrees.
i honestly think the world is coming to an end and that if you have loose ends or guilt about who youare now is the time to resolve all those issues with yourself and be glad that our god is a forgiving one.
i like to read the signs they put up at churches around town.
they say things like .... peace starts with a smlie, come just as you are, stuff like that .
i was just listening t the radio and the dj said that a minister was speaking to his church and he said "When I go to heaven..." and suddenly had a heart attack right there. god must have decided then was the time.
i guess i just feel a little scared the the whole world is so messed up. i mean tsunami's,eathquakes that stop the earthss rotation, mudslides from massive amounts of rain snow on the beach in texas for christmas, chemical spills, plain crashes, train wrecks, car crashes, don't forget the war which is taking it's toll on everyone. man if everyone in life once a day just smiled and opened a door for the next guy, it would make a change. when you driving down the road and the maniac comes flying by in a hurry , yet at the next light you pull up right next to him, what good did it really do to spend pass and curse you cause he was running late or for you to curse him for pissing you off because he thought you were going to slow, pointless all of it.
why is being mean so much more effortless for people then a smile and a nice greeting. people take it out on god for our hatred that we created.all he did was give us a choice. we are the ones who screwd up.
people just hate to admit when they are wrong. guess what everything wrong in this awful world is our fault. admitting the wrong is only the beginning and people can't even get pasted that. so how in my life time or my childrens lifetime can i expect it to get better if something does't give. all the catastrafic events are supposed to be a wake up call that humans just are not computing correctly. i can only hope that my prayers for mercy to be given to we foolish beings. i just want my god to know i am sorry for all the awful outcome of mans free will.
i will continue to pray for our forgivness. |
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